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Tuesday, Feb. 25, 2003
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The banner above the entry box as I write has my husband's nickname in it. I've discovered several friends are members of the Dansko clogs fan club. Still lovin' them. It's like I don't even have to grip with my toes when I walk. But I still do. I've been well trained by Dr. Scholl. I'm in a strange, not-too-good place in my head right now. I'd try to get it out here, but it's nothing I want everyone to know, and then I'd password the entry, and those who know me in real life might get concerned. It's the Irish in me, I guess, that needs to handle problems alone. It's cold, and lonely, but necessary. To me. And my family's never understood it. Even though they've shut me down with a "Don't be so dramatic" when I have gotten hyper-emotional. But it's like being a sick dog, eating grass in the yard until it throws up and feels better. I apologize for being so oblique, but it's really something I cannot talk about. And now Patty Griffin's playing, and I want to cry. sometimes the hurt is so deep deep deep you think that youre gonna drown sometimes all i can do is weep weep weep with all this rain falling down
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